Well today is officially my due date and I honestly never thought I’d make it to this point (especially since I calculated my due date to be more like a week ago!). Everyone says the third child is a wildcard and I’m definitely buying into that.
Truthfully I’m glad she didn’t come today or yesterday so that I can be present for Bea’s birthday. And…the further away from this date we go, the easier it will be to celebrate both girls in the future, I’m sure. I had a long appointment yesterday with my doctor and the whole workup (ultrasound, NST, etc). I’ve mentioned before that I’ve carried some anxiety with me throughout this pregnancy and it was nice to get some good feedback. Ever since then, I’ve been feeling more positive and peaceful than I’ve felt this entire month. Not only has this month been tough physically (you should see my bed-rolling-over-skills :)), but also mentally (being ready to go at any moment and yet having to wait for an unknown length of time).
My parents have both been here and my mom is staying for the duration. It certainly relieves some stress knowing we can leave at a moment’s notice without having to arrange childcare for the girls. Bonus: we’ve been eating like kings and my house has never been cleaner. Plus the girls are doing well with all of the extra attention they’ve been receiving. It is tempting to just live like this for a while!
After seeing the doc yesterday, it made it all the more clear that the end is in sight and I should just enjoy this time I have left with the girls and N before things change…permanently.
We did get some good answers at the appointment for why my body seems prepped for labor but it hasn’t happened yet (i.e. tons of Braxton Hicks and other early labor symptoms). The baby is floating around and high in a lot of fluid (on the higher end of average). She is presenting posterior, so not exactly favorable for engaging and starting the process. The best we can hope for is for her to turn face down before my water breaks and then it should go (hopefully) pretty quickly after. I’ve been given some good tips on how to get her to turn so I’ll be working on that as much as possible in the upcoming days!
It was fun to see her on the big screen again, although she was too big to get any good shots of her face. When the tech first pulled her up, she commented on what a big baby she was based on her chubby cheeks and arms (this is totally expected since my other two were upper 8’s!), but then when she did the measurements, she came more in the 6-7lb range. I know these late ultrasounds can be very off size wise but I was still surprised to hear that and I am certain it is at least somewhat inaccurate. The best part of the ultrasound was when she said, “it looks like she has a ton of hair!” and then pointed out some hair waving around on the back of her head. I never know if I’m going to get one with hair or not so this was especially comforting to hear-ha!
Any day now and sometime in the next two weeks I guess all of these mysteries will be revealed! I’m starting to find some fun in the anticipation of it and I think it helps knowing there is a definite end in sight.
(Final name clue to come tomorrow)