The well has run dry. I’ve been searching for my creative vein lately and all I can find is unsatisfying dust. It seems as though I can only tap into this creative source so much before it blows and then I must search for a new avenue to draw from again.
A dear friend encouraged me to write again today…and well here I am, plopping away at the keys, not sure what’s going to come out, exactly. But writing is a discipline and I don’t intend to ever let it go completely.
It’s 8:07pm and I am typing this on my favorite spot on the couch, feet propped up. I had to perform tricks and jump through fiery hoops to get an internet connection. I am typing to the hum of the massive tractor that is tilling our fields and which I find rhythmic and comforting.
It has been a long evening, one in which I’m parenting by myself; and though the girls have been saints, it is still exhausting. I’m praying they will need little from me in this next hour so I can use some reserves on this post.
Being a year into this house, I suppose it’s time for some updates. But I can’t promise any pictures, not tonight at least. So words, for now.
Since my last update, we have actually finished a few rooms. The entryway and library are both complete. That is a very settling feeling as it it is the first thing we see when we walk in the door. With the addition of some new artwork and exposed pipe shelves, the living room is complete as well. I’m sure I will still layer in a few pieces here and there but that is the fun part; filling a space with the things that make you happy.
The kitchen is our main push this month. We’ve been fridge shopping, purchased subway tile & hardware, added a new light fixture, and N is building some new upper cabinets. I promise pictures when it is complete.
We’re going to skip the laundry room for now, as it hasn’t been touched, nor does it feel like a priority. Maybe not even a 2015 priority.
Going up the stairs, the stair runner is down, a gallery wall lines the steps, and there is a nice little vignette at the top. All that is left to hang is a large family picture. After the kitchen is complete, we will shift our attention to this hallway and add new flooring and light fixtures. That should be easy to get to this summer.
Finally, we have the bedrooms. All three need a little TLC, some paint in one, and some decor. We did something we’ve been talking about for nearly 9 years and purchased a king size bed. We moved our queen to the guest room, but both beds still lack a character giving headboard.
When those are complete, all that’s left is the bathrooms. Both could use a partial, if not complete makeover. We’ve had a few contractors over to give us bids. We’ve only received one bid and it was astronomical. Even if we did scrape together the money to do it, we would probably never recoup it in a resale….so for now, we will probably stick to things we can DIY ourselves…new floors, shower curtains, countertops, and paint. Our ultimate hope is that by the end of this calendar year we will be 95% done with house projects and can finally feel at rest in our schoolhouse.
Bea’s birthday is in just 4 days. My parents gifted her a Jungle gym which seems perfect for our adventurous climber. My dad and N stayed up late putting it together last night and it matches perfectly with our playset. I’m excited to add to this a sandbox for her birthday. Every schoolhouse needs a play ground, no?
I’m intentionally slowing down on SMM. Not as in taking less orders, but just purposing my time so it doesn’t consume me. I never imagined it would take so much of my time, but it takes as much as I give it. I’ve started giving myself my evenings back to work on fun things or relax and it has made a world of difference in my stress level. When N has a few days a week off this summer, I plan to ramp up my output a bit more. I have some ideas of new products to add, I just temporarily burned out the creative flame to pursue them.
Speaking of summer, I am mentally there, though not yet physically. The weather has greatly improved my mood and all winter coats, gloves, and scarves, have been packed away. This is the time of year where we start making our summer plans. This gives us the final push to make it through the last trying weeks but also helps us not to waste our summer days away and forget about the memories we want to create as a family.
Our saintly neighbor tilled up our vegetable garden today. Our seeds and seedling will go in the ground in between the promised rain storms this weekend. I’m setting low expectations for our output this year. I’m just hopeful that it is enjoyable. That will be enough for this year.
I’m reading a book right now that I don’t really like but that everyone raves about the ending. I’m only reading it to see how it ends. Sometimes a good ending is enough to turn my opinion 180 degrees. Does that make me fickle?